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Thursday, December 25, 2008

Season's Greetings !

Well, today is the holiday !
I hope you're enjoying the holidays !
Anyways, I'm here at home.
I'm with my mom, but I still feel alone .
Very alone . Deep inside .
I feel a broken heart .
And I want to cry,
because of sadness ..
But I can't cry now .. Not now ..
Well, sorry to milez !
>,<

Saturday, December 20, 2008

i told him :)

I'm so freaking happy ! Last December 16, 2008. I told my crush on how I feel towards him.
I always thought of saying it to him, but I can't do it since a year ago since we where freshmen.
Now that I became sophomore and 2 days before the x-mas party, I told him how I feel.
Well, before I said it. It took me many distractions like I keep saying on the phone "wait! mom's calling me!" even though its not true. Then after 1 distraction. I told to him that I like him and iLy :]
Well. I still remember his words and it stuck into my mind.
"Before we hold off, Thanks for your appreciation and I hope I'm not your distraction" and he asked me my grades ! What the! haha :)
Then I told everything about my grades.
Then when he found out what happened to my english grade,
I told the whole story.
Until now, I can't stop being happy for what happened. :)
iLy Carl Cervantes :)

Thursday, November 20, 2008

My Past ..

I can't describe it...
While darkness is conquering me...
I will never shed my tears...

80% of me is covered with darkness and 20% of me is covered with light...

I wanna die...
I'm losing hope, faith and trust in myself and to others now...

I want to drop out
from School and life my alone
and die in sadness...

I want to leave home...
But I dunwan to live alone...
I can't leave my parents alone ..
THEY NEED ME...

I am the reason why they are together now...

If I leave home...
Where will I live ?
I won't run to my beloved one's house and live there...
Even though he wants to live with me forever...

I need to finish my current mission which is my priority now...

I want to be successful in LIFE...

~> I don't want to be broken again.. I don't care about his looks...
I care about his love for me, his loyalty and his way of life, when we grow up and become as one... He must do his every best so when we meet with our parents, they will be proud for looking for someone as successful as our parents.

We're a very BAD Girls..

Haha ! Its so funny !
On what me and Erika did yesterday.
Why ? Because we went inside Erika's classroom and played on Ms. SHITFACE'S Chair ! [Shitface = Sarah Visco]

We put the cover of the trash can on her chair.
We took everything on the other's chairs and put it on her chair.

And I just found out she was called the "thief" because almost everyone's things is on her chair !

So mean !! XD

Monday, November 17, 2008

The "BEST" thing I did !

Hey EVERYONE !

I'm gonna share what happened a while ago !

So FTW for me !! XD

I was really mad to 2 of my classmates !

They were hurting me secretly and keep on teasing me.

I know it was a wrong thing to cry but I CRIED.

And when our science subject was over.
Our science teacher [our class adviser] talked to me.

But my groupmates was still on our table.

And the teacher asked who did those things to me.

I told it was the GAY and the LESBIAN

and the lesbian was saying something and I said "Putang ina mo! Tumahimik ka nga nga!"

"tumahimik ka na nga!" in english means "shut up!!"

and my teacher was like this >>> o..O

And my teacher got mad and asked my other classmates to leave the laboratory.

There my teacher talked to me and she asked what to do

I told her "patawagin mo mga magulang at kausapin mo!"

the english translation for that is: "call their parents and talk with them!"



Hahahahahah !! I've been saying tons of bad words today.

Sorry for the badword above :p


And today is the day where I got my card grade =p

I'm afraid .. Is it my END ?

I can't hardly believe its near.

That event .... was the best and the worst..

After that event I was confined in the hospital for 1 week and 2 days ..

I don't want to have dengue again.

Dengue = its a disease.. you can get it if a mosquito with dengue disease bit you.. depends on the place neither ..

And its almost going to be a year if Nov. 28 comes.

Coz' I was absent for 2 weeks.

The 1st 4 days, I was at home.

And the nurse injected me wrong so the nurse injected me again ! [OUCH!!]

I don't want to let it happen again.

That disease can kill a person.

And I dunwan to die yet. =[

I think I got that because I wasn't drinking my vitamins and I don't eat very much.


I'm lucky because I survived that disease.

Coz many people die because of that.

Monday, November 10, 2008

Yeah, its the time !

Maybe now is the time to move on.
Thanks to Kalel & Shi for counseling and shared their stories.
Now, I'm eager again to move on from all what happened in my past.

My past was terrible, but there were times that I was happy.
Everything started out when I met Shi.
And joined her FAM at Audition which is DaEcchiStars by making a new account and later on I joined there using my main account.

After joining ..
I met many people like Kalel, Travis, Biz, Jen, Chi, Jeran and the others.
I enjoyed my time there. Even though I was young, they treated me with respect and treat me as their friend too, they treat me like how they treat the other members.
I will never regret my decision on joining Shi and her FAM.

They are also my light now.
They gave me hope to move on and never look at the past anymore.

While posting this one, I want them to read this.
They are now so special to me.
They lightened me up from the darkness inside.
Even though this is only a visual world.
I could say they are a real friend.
We came from different countries,
different races but we still accepted each other for who we are.

I'm happy now. I will never let my feelings affect me again.
I will never do stupid things.
I will try my very best not to emote in front of my parents and friends,
because I don't want to give problems because of me.

Ecchis:
Thanks for everything. You gave me the light to move on and change.
I appreciate all of you. I love you all..as a friend of course!..
Please take care as always. And let God bless you!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Kitsune's Forum-TASTIC Life =]

So its been 3 years now since I learned everything about forum stuff.

I can say that I feel that I mastered it.

But forums are still a mystery to me.

I want to help people using my knowledge. ;D

I could say that I was successful with every forum I have.

Many people praise me because I have helped them in their forums or they praise me for my wonderful forum.

Foruming is one of my good skills. I am talented in making one.

But why do some forum fail?

It depends on the reason. I know some, if the STAFF Team won't be active or going OL, the forum may die slowly.

I experienced this because I know a forum that keeps on dying but it becomes alive for a week !

Or, when the SPAM Bots keep on posting things related to porn and drugs. It can be a big help to make a FORUM die FAST.

Or, if you keep making forums with the same content, people will be getting bored instantly because it has same topic.

Or, if you keep on giving staff positions to random member that you don't know well.

So my tips in making a FORUM:

○Think carefully of a Topic or Content about it.
○Be active enough so you can monitor your forum.
○Assign those you think who are trustworthy.
○Don't give anything related your ACCOUNT DETAILS.
[Some are HACKERS]

I hope my tip will help. =]

Sayonara~ <3

My Ecchi Life <3

I enjoy my life as a Ecchi now.
The DaEcchiStars Fam at Audition PH was my light..
I changed a lot! Shi & Kalel are one of my closest friends there.
The others except my couple are my friends.
I love my couple <3

Thanks to them every pain, sadness, anger & darkness goes away when I'm with them.
They are my light to save me from eternal darkness.
I will remain as a Ecchi forever!
Even this is only ONLINE or VISUAL WORLD...there's nothing different from it!
If we are true to each other even though its just ONLINE, we will have friends around the world.
I will never regret my decision for joining DaEcchiStars!

I love my FAM <3
I love you all DaEcchiStars <3
I love my 1 and only doc Manz <3

Friday, November 7, 2008

Finally ! I got married <3

I finally got married at Audition ! So happy enough !

Thanks to every observer who watched my wedding !

I can't forget that day, and I hope that he'll be my last couple in Audition forever !

"I'm just to young to fall in love but every teenager can't live without it"

Am I becoming matured? Or I'll stay childish?

I know that day will change and i'll change for the better

Wedding License Info <3


Thursday, October 23, 2008

Happy Enough =]

O yeah~! I'm happy enough! I've increased in some of the subjects in school.
Like in Math from the grade of 73 to 78! I've increased 5points!
And in Filipino from the grade of 74 to 80! I've increased 6points!

I'm really happy for that!

I'm also happy that I've been enjoying and having a great time at DaEcchiStars! Just for a very short time I feel that i'm really a member there..=]

<33


We won at Union Battle Party without using any BOTS!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I'm HURT, REALLY...

I'm really hurt, I just keep it inside because I know, when you get the chance to know it, you may say i'm a sensitive person, the truth is I'M REALLY A SENSITIVE PERSON SOMETIMES ..!! But since I became a sophomore, I suffered inside and never got the chance to bring it out. I felt that I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS. I felt that my AUDITION friends are the real friends I have.

MY CLASSMATES NEVER KNEW THAT THEY HAVE DONE TO ME, I'M HURT ENOUGH! I HATE ALL OF YOU! EVEN THOSE WHO ARE INNOCENT ARE AFFECTED. WE ARE A WHOLE CLASS AND IF ONE HAS A MISTAKE, ITS EVERYONE'S MISTAKE.

I remembered last field trip, after I got my lunch, I was thinking to eat with Roxette, Hannah and Jam, the HUT was big enough for 10 people. But they were 3 and I was asking if I can join them. They say NO because its FULL!
EXCUSE ME!? FULL, THE HUT CAN BE ENOUGH FOR 10 PEOPLE! THEY SAY ITS TOO HOT AND ITS NOT FIT FOR US.
Oh come on! I got really mad! They're like a BITCH, I thought those people were MY FRIENDS AND EVEN Roxette WAS MY BEST FRIEND. How can you do these to ME?!
After it I walked away and I saw Anna, Mikaela and Erika eating I said hi to them and Anna asked me if I want to join them, I agreed and they gave some space to me. They were not my classmates, but they are batch mates and they are not even my close friends but still they invited me.
I was happy and I can't believe the people who are not close to me, are the one who's nice to me.
We went together, toured the place ourselves again and enjoyed the day.

2-25 St. Godfrey of San Beda College Rizal, THE WHOLE CLASS HURTED ME! IF YOU DON'T KNOW! AND I AM TELLING THIS NOW, I can't control it anymore, once this happens, our adviser will do the action. That's my warning.

Our Field Trip!

Last Monday, October 20, 2008 was our school field trip.
We went to Subic Bay in Olongapo City.
I arrived at school 5:25am. I almost got late. I woke up late and took a fast bath.
We went first to Ocean Adventure. It was a lot of fun.
We toured the whole place and we watched the Sea Lion Marine Patrol show.
The show was fantastic! I wished that the sea lion kissed me instead of the other girl..
After that we took our lunch, the food was good enough, its yummy.

After eating my lunch we watched the dolphins.
Those dolphins were fantastic~

There was a story about the 2 dolphins.
The small dolphin named Sam was caught in a fishing net, but someone asked the help of Ocean Adventure. After helping, the Ocean Adventure took Sam and healed him and they thought that they should just adopt Sam and train him so he can perform.

After 2 years that event happened again, this time they met Jerry. Same thing happened.

The story touched me up. After that we left the place and went to Zoobic Safari. We have more fun, more screams and more things to do.
We met our tour guide, Ate Apol.
1st we went to the Tiger Safari. We collected money so we can buy chicken so that the tiger can catch us and we are inside in a very different type of JEEPNEY.
After we bought the chicken and we got inside the Safari, the 1st tiger ate the 1st chicken and JUMPED ABOUT THE JEEPNEY. Haha, our team was laughing and one of our classmates got shocked and said a bad word.
On the other bus, our gay classmate keeps on screaming and screaming.
After that we went on the bus again and went to the place where are the tigers are.
Wew, there were 35 tigers, but the 3 are on the Safari and enjoying to eat some chicken. xD
Wew, the smell was killing me stinky. After that we went to the Ostrich, we didn't went down because its their mating season. The ostrich may catch us or we'll be kicked by an ostrich.
We went to the place where the Itas are and danced the Ita dance of the Filipinos.
After that we went to the Hip Hop Baliway[?]. And it was hard, I asked for our class president's help because I can't do it.
After that we went to the crocodile and watched how they eat the chicken. xD
After it we toured the last place and it was great.
While we are walking and went to the place were there is an ostrich. Our class president, Chris noticed something and picked it. I asked what is it and he said look, its a feather of an ostrich. I asked if I can have it and he gave it to me. Wow, the feather of a ostrich is a great remembrance.

There it ends, I got home 8:30pm in the evening.